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Introducing one-self is not easy,its like giving an open book exam.You have all the resources available with you in exam but you prefer to write what you remember rather than wasting time in searching. Similarly while you introduce your self, you see what other's introductions are having & just copy and paste their hobby as your Hobby, their interest as your interest. You never see whats there inside you. I never find easy to articulate my self so here I am....expressing my self to the world, to see myself from inside.... The first step is to give my formal introduction.... My self Nikhilesh(aka nicky) also supposed to be an electronics engineer. Have done M.TECH. in Optical Communication from IIT DELHI. I was in TU/Eindhoven (The Nehterlands) for one year as a research scholar. Currently I am working as a SW QA Engg in Infinera Bangalore. My views are generally optimistic. While doing any work, the last thing I would do is to loose hope. People say I am innocent but I know the depth of innocency. I like to be with myself but I am not agoraphobiac, instead I love to travel. I am charged by observing different people and their cultures.

Friday, October 22, 2010

m i alone......


Am i alone??????

I was alone for the starting 9 month of my life, but was very safe because no else than my mom was doing my protection and than suddenly i came in between a crowd known to be our family.
Now there were lots of people to care, they make me habitual to live in a group I started realizing that am not alone...
I grown up....went in the school and than in college.
I found lots of friends....now those friends took care of my aloneness.
now i get married and found my life partner who pledges to be with me in any condition. Now i am sure that i am not alone, she is definitely with me.
Now I became elder,have family to care.
Now i think i am not alone, my family is with me.
Than finally the time comes for which i have come in this world.
Now i asked everyone in this world....is there any one who is coming with me, i am going to die????
I don't get any answer....neither from my parents nor from family nor from friends and nor from my wife.
Now i realized that.....for the whole life i was wrong,in actuality i am what i was in my mother i.e. alone.....
I came alone and i have to go alone only.............
So learn to be alone.........