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Introducing one-self is not easy,its like giving an open book exam.You have all the resources available with you in exam but you prefer to write what you remember rather than wasting time in searching. Similarly while you introduce your self, you see what other's introductions are having & just copy and paste their hobby as your Hobby, their interest as your interest. You never see whats there inside you. I never find easy to articulate my self so here I am....expressing my self to the world, to see myself from inside.... The first step is to give my formal introduction.... My self Nikhilesh(aka nicky) also supposed to be an electronics engineer. Have done M.TECH. in Optical Communication from IIT DELHI. I was in TU/Eindhoven (The Nehterlands) for one year as a research scholar. Currently I am working as a SW QA Engg in Infinera Bangalore. My views are generally optimistic. While doing any work, the last thing I would do is to loose hope. People say I am innocent but I know the depth of innocency. I like to be with myself but I am not agoraphobiac, instead I love to travel. I am charged by observing different people and their cultures.

Monday, July 28, 2014

The fear dies when love blossoms

Oh, Come on....
What fear do you have, its all in your mind.

The fear of what people think of you, what they say if you do this and that.
Oh, Come on....They have the same fear

The fear of people make fun of you, people would laugh on your silly questions.
Oh, Come on....At least, you will be a reason to make them laugh.

The fear of some mistakes, some wrong deeds which can affect your future/relationships.
Oh, Come on....mistakes never happens intentionally. If it happens then learn from it and forget it.

Just put all your fears in one basket and surrender to divine. The fear is nothing but lack of love, When love flourishes, there is no fear. When you go from darkness to the light, the love flourishes and fear diminishes in life.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Lets put the mind on 2nd place

After studying and then working for so many years, these technical mind always entangles into the technicality of the object.
When its in nature, instead enjoying the beauty, it tries to count the trees, it looks for different species. When its in social gathering, it involves in some rubbish discussion or search another such pair, which can do technical bla bla to keep the mind busy....Lets keep aside these so called technical part of the body and start enjoying things by heart. 
When the mind enjoys a sunny day, it sees it as hot temperature, but the same is seen as a warmth by the heart. when the mind is in relationship, you ask for love but when heart is in relationship, you become instrument of love. So let the heart lead the way and keep mind on second place.

Saturday, May 10, 2014

How do I see my life?

When I look back, I see my life as a flowing river. Like a river flows in one direction, which ever path it gets, it flows. My life is also the same. Flowing with its own pace, in one direction. This flowing thing is life energy: my prana.

When I look back, I see my life as a steady mountain, strong and firm. Like a mountain is very solid and stable similarly something in me is very stable and not changing. Something in me is unshaken. This unshaken thing is faith.

When I look back, I see my life as a calm and peaceful lake. The water in the lake is very peaceful. It has very serene environment around the lake similarly my life is very peaceful and serene. The outer attachments does not affect me. I am untouched by them.

When I look back, I see my life as a vast sky. The vastness of the sky shelters everything - rivers, trees, mountains, deserts everything. Similarly my life shelters many relations. It has many responsibilities and wears different coats at different times.

But in reality, life is above these all. It is neither river nor mountain nor lake nor sky. It is all energy which is pervading in different forms at different times. Life has a different taste and flavors at different times. We should only know how to channelize these energy in the right direction and than you see that the life becomes like a blossoming lotus and an instrument of love :)

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Memorable time in BA

Back to India...but this time not for vacation but with some vision. Last one month was so amazing. So many good memories, so much love and affection. For now I dont know the purpose of mine coming back to India but I know, I will realise very soon. The trasition from Netherlands to India was so perfect that I am sure that there is definetely somethings for me waiting here. Every events were happening like some well planned. My contract ending on 1st March, than exactly getting 28 days for leaving the country, coming of Guruji on 22nd March, my interview scheduled on 21st March. It was like there was someone walking in front of me and clearing my road and I know who :)
The last day in Eindhoven also became memorable thanks to Beda, Bala, Aashish, Rajiv and Ashwin. It was great night we spent together. Now I feel more determined to share this love with people.
The memories of last few weeks I spent in BA is very precious for me. Those moments when I met Guruji, the moment when I applied chandan on his forehead, the time spent with lovely people specially Gabi, Manish, Su, Emanuele, Aura, Vestina....etc I will never forget.
I hope, I could again go back to BA for some more time and meet these people again :)

Here are some of the memories.....:)






Thursday, March 20, 2014

Promise

If I had to promise you something, what would it be?

I cant promise that you would always be comfortable...because comfort brings boredom and discomfort.

I cant promise that all your desires will be fullfilled...because desires weather fullfilled or unfullfilled brings frustration.

I cant promise that there will always be good times...because it is the tough times that make us appreciate joy.

I cant promise that we will be rich or famous or powerful....becaue they can be all pathways to misrey.

I cant promise that we will always be together...becaue it is seperation that makes togetherness so wonderfull.

Yet if you are willing to walk with me.
If you are willing to value love over everything else.

I promise this will be the most rich and fullfilling life possible.
I promise your life will be an eternal celebration, i promise you I will cherish you more than a king cherishes his crown. And I shall love you more than a mother loves her newborn.

If you are willing to walk into my arms, If you are willing to live in my heart, you will find the one you have waited forever...you will meet yourself in my arms...

I promise...H.H. Sri Sri Ravishankar