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Introducing one-self is not easy,its like giving an open book exam.You have all the resources available with you in exam but you prefer to write what you remember rather than wasting time in searching. Similarly while you introduce your self, you see what other's introductions are having & just copy and paste their hobby as your Hobby, their interest as your interest. You never see whats there inside you. I never find easy to articulate my self so here I am....expressing my self to the world, to see myself from inside.... The first step is to give my formal introduction.... My self Nikhilesh(aka nicky) also supposed to be an electronics engineer. Have done M.TECH. in Optical Communication from IIT DELHI. I was in TU/Eindhoven (The Nehterlands) for one year as a research scholar. Currently I am working as a SW QA Engg in Infinera Bangalore. My views are generally optimistic. While doing any work, the last thing I would do is to loose hope. People say I am innocent but I know the depth of innocency. I like to be with myself but I am not agoraphobiac, instead I love to travel. I am charged by observing different people and their cultures.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

My never ending desires....

"Lord Buddha" said in his 8 fold path,
My Infinite Desires
there are SUFFERINGS in human life and DESIRES are main cause of SUFFERINGS. Its so nicely said. Happiness in life seems to be like a myth. It seems like every one in this world is happy only except you. But in actuality its not true. This happiness and unhappiness is very much complimentary. One gives value to other. Some or the other time in life, we have observed both and hence we are able to recognize one of them. For example, ask any small child, Are you unhappy? The answer would be big NO, because they don't have any big desires. Never the less, to have desires is human nature. The problems starts when we see our society and we also start having desires, desires of money, desires of reputation, desires of happiness, desires of good time etc etc. And with the desires we invite misery. Because desires and misery are actually two sides of a coin, you can not pick one.
The knowledgeable one knows that it is also not good to have no desires at all. Actually desires should be there but we should be aware that we should be content, doesn't matter the desire will be fulfilled or not. If being happy, you will work towards your desire than there is better chance that it will be fulfilled.

I achieved very few things in life and still have many desires. Through this blog I want to make myself realized that by just having a faith my desires are going to fulfilled and doesn't matter weather it will be fulfilled or not, I will be happy :) :) :)
|At this amount of time, If I will write my desires than may be one page will not be enough. (And I am sure others have even more desires than  me) never the less I will write some of my desires so that I may get some strength from somewhere to fulfill it.

1) I want to write a non technical book....(Thought about it many times but never started)
2) People wants help. (If I could be able to do something for them...may be open a NGO for poor people)
3) I want to complete my PhD in due time.
4) I want to be more natural
5)  I want to travel whole world
etc etc etc

I wish the list to increase day by day....:)